feb 28 2012
wendyhouse
a lot of thoughts coming together
as the days go by and to get on
as much as i can xxx
thinking of the past months that flew by..
thinking ahead for the months to come by...
thinking about life,
how we make it,
how we live it...
for most who have nothing worry
their life must be funny..
they must think of people like me
who struggly daily,
as the ones who are funny!
i know of a lot of people who are very lucky
in everything
but still are very unhappy...
when i was back home,
as i know everything needed was already there
i never appreciated any...
its only when there is nothing left
that i realized the importance of what i had...
so,i learned,i adapted and now i still keep learning everyday...
so much so,that i am surprised when people take things for granted...
i have heard it so many times said to me,
'i wish i can turn it back and for you to love me'
but why not love,when the person was still there?
why wait for me to leave and not care?
the life i led here,made me look at things differently...
life is like a grain of sand..
hold it with both hands....
keep walking forward,
hold him and try to walk with him not to leave him behind...
say it,let him know...
love like there is no tomorrow...
i see life in color,even on darkest days...
i have no room for regret...
because i cry it out when needed xxx
i cant wait for my life to begin,
it is very hard and i dont know where to start..
but i know its going to get better..
but its like building my glass house...
all this time trying not to break it..
where i can see outside,
the rain,the sun...
the moon and the stars...
but where ever this life is heading..
i cant wait to see the perfect ending...
a lot of trials..
a lot of happinness,sadness and continuing change...
but i know these are things necessary to make anyone sronger and better
for the next chapter xxx
my glass house,is still here,
i hope to make it safe and clear...
but most of all,i want to fill it with love as always...
so anyone who would enter it,
would see life as how it is,
make everything precious as to take care of it...
hold it carefully so it doesnt fall,
be careful not to break it as it is very hard to put back
as it was...
put a heart in the middle
to make it warm...
fill it with love and make it strong
fill it with color and let the ones outside see
how it should be xxx
inside my glass house where anyone can see through me ....
